Maricar Reyes, first time nga nag-open up sa scandal nga giatubang niini niadtong 2009!
Gibuksan na ni Maricar Reyes sa unang higayon ang gikalambigitan niining scandal niadtong 2009!
Atol sa pag-guest niini sa Toni Talks.
Gi-isip kini sa actress nga “darkest chapter of her life”.
Matud ni Maricar nga gipili na lamang niining maghilum ug gi-keep ang tanang kasakit sa iyang kaugalingong.
“..basta nalang syang kumalat “so there was one point in your life that you said is also on the book, I thought about suicide I fantasize how the world would feel sorry for being so mean to me, suicide would be both my relief and my vengeance” so, yung time na yun nandoon ako sa house, all this thoughts parang dun na siya talagang nag sync in na totoo to, there’s no way that you can re-track this you cannot get back what you lost, ta’s dun ako parang shock so unfair, “may tanong ka diba why me? I’m not a bad person I didn’t do anything bad” and why now? ang ganda ganda nung life ko ng career ko, so ako parang pano ba to? that’s why yun nga kaya ko naisip then yung suicide kasi parang wala na akong way para gumanti just “to end the pain and the humiliation” it was more of the shame, shame sa sarili causing shame to others that you love, syempre pag na ro-romanticize mo sya but yun nga when I really think about it I went through with dyan sa dinescribe ko na what how my family would react, parang mas lalong hindi fair sa kanila..”
Maricar Reyes
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Published by Jen Demonteverde
